Ok, I've never really had the courage to say some of these things, but here I go.  :] I have lots of flaws, but at the same time, I can make the beautiful, my skin is really dry, I chew on my fingernails a lot sometimes, when I'm nervous I tend to start playing with my hair and cover my mouth, I laugh like a dude, ha ha ha, I think my sister is an annoying butt face, my legs are scrawny, my belly is big, I eat a lot when I'm stressed, and sleepthe whole day sometimes. I hate doing homework and studying, but I seem to be a nerdin school, with my straight A's and yeah. I love getting attention, whether it's dressing funky, or screaming out in a crowd, I do it all for attention, I act like a kid and dumb sometimes just for the fun of it, and well, cause I want to feel cute. ha ha ha. My toe nails are ugly, I have scars and spots. I have something on my ear, my hair has lots of split ends, I like dying my hair and curling it. I do check out guys a lot! and I mean a lot! I think this is weird though, I think some Emo of punk guys are hot, just cause I like the way they dress and they way some of them look, I find vampire teethes to be really sexy, and weird colored eyes attractive (I don't mean blur or green, but red, pink, purple, orange, etc.). I'm scared of dogs, I like cats but they scratch too much, plus I hate cleaning their poop! and fishes, yuck, any slimy thing will scare me, like snakes, Bleh! Even thinking about it makes me want to puke! Plus if you bring one near me, I'll scream so loud, it doesn't matter where we are I will scream! I like putting on makeup, but not taking it off, I don't really wear much makeup when I go to school etc. I don't like going to funerals, not that I don't want to, but I have a certain fear, it makes me really sad since well, when my brother and grandpa passed away, I could not go to their funeral since it was in Cali, and I couldn't go, so, going to one would make me cry, ha ha ha, I'm such a crybaby too, I can't stand really sensitive guys, they are so fucken annoying! I lie a lot, but not on big things, I try to keep it something small, like lying I cut my finger, you know, I am uncomfortable with my body, I feel fat and stuff, it doesn't matter though so I don't like wearing skin tight clothes. Bad girl stuff? I don't ever party or drink, my experiences with drugs are simple, when I was 4 or so, I saw my uncle smoke and it looked cool so I stole a cigarette and went to the basement and tried it I almost died doing it, stupid huh? and drinking, stuck my finger in my uncle's beer while he was gone and tasted it, I almost puked, so never bothered with those things. It's probably for the better though. I like Sweets, AKA, "The Sweet Theif" ha ha ha!  I sing in the shower and dance like crazy when no one's looking. I brush my teeth and sneak a treat, shower almost everyday, very clean. I hate cleaning up after my brothers and sisters, they are so annoying. The house gets dirty by them not me. I chew with my mouth open and talk at the same time. I'm a kid at heart, even though sometimes I don't look like one, I like everything a kid would, cake, ice cream, candy, stuffed animals you name it! I do tend to get jealous a lot, I have short temper and short term memory, but I can remember my school stuff sometimes real good! I didn't stop playing with mud until I was 11, ha ha ha, yes, I made mud pies, what!!?? It was really fun. I don't know why, but little girls that aren't even old enough are thinking about being sexy and this one 11 yr old was sex crazed. I'm like, Omg! what has this world come to? I hate yo mama jokes, I find it offensive, because I love my mom and would never say anything like that about other peoples parents. I'm afraid to get my feelings hurt, I'm very sensitive although I don't show it. I don't like crying in front of others because crying symbolizes a defeat and I don't want anyone to be getting that message, I'll keep things to myself and be mad for a while but I'll always regain my strength and move on knowing it was theirs or my mistake. I like to play jokes on people. Although they don't get it and think I'm stupid. yeah. More Later!